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piercykitten's Journal  Apparently people like to assume things about me so I just thought I'd go on the record as I'm a smidgen tired of people deciding how I think. 1. Yes. I left the guild twice. 2. These two SEPERATE leavings were for ENTIRELY DIFFERENT REASONS AND NOT THE SAME THINGS SO SHOULD NOT BE TREATED AS SUCH. Now, as for the first time. Yes I was upset then with things being said so I didn't want to yell at friends and thus I left. I know it was not the most mature choice at the time and I probably shouldn't have left but I don't think anyone had exactly put on their magic maturity pants that day. Now as for the second reason. Everyone seems to think I'm angry, why? did I ever state "OMG I HATE YOU ALL I QUIT!!" No. I don't really recall that happening. Leaving the guild was for my own personal reasons. I completely understand that all of you have busy fufilling lives. I quite frankly, don't. My life is shitty and boring hence my time on maple. Now 90% of the reason I come on maple is to be able to be with friends. But for a while now I've been bored and lonely on maple since 95% of the time I'm the only one on in the guild. Now like I said I UNDERSTAND THIS. I do not expect nor WANT people to drop everything and go onto maple.You're all busy with jobs and marriage and stuff so those of course are first priority. So for a while I just dealt with being lonely because I hated the thought of upsetting or angering everyone. Honestly though I wasn't being fair to myself I wanted to have people to talk to. So I came to the decision that I wanted to be in an active guild to be able to meet and talk to new people. I struggled with that decision for several weeks and even started writing ari a letter to explain why, but I never sent it because I was afraid I'd come off as angry or trying to blame people for just living their lives. So thusly I left CW to find MORE friends, not REPLACEMENTS. I even went and bought more bl room so that I could accept anyone who requested because I do think of you all as close friends and it hurts that you didn't understand why I left or thought I was angry or whatever. Anyway, thus I joined a new guild and made more friends and chatted with all who buddied me, I thought everything was fine but apparently I'm clueless and it wasn't. I had left lavendir in CW in hopes I could come and chat while training her but I think that seemed to upset people more so I have removed her in an effort to make things more peaceful for you all. Anyway I've never been good at explaining myself but there I tried, sorry for those who are angry/upset/hatey at me, feel free to delete me from your bls and what not. -Pierce (who is hopefully going to bed for longer then an hour for the first time in 3 days) Ok so my tongue has decided it no longer wishes to be a part of my body and is trying to tell me this via ulcer. ow. what exactly is it about the human body that makes us compulsively cause pain? I know my tongue hurt, I know it's going to hurt to a while, yet I can't seem to stop myself from compulsively scraping the sore against my teeth. Does it hurt? *scrape* yeap...wonder if it still does.. *Scraaaape* Yeap still...hmmm *SCRAPE* During thiss entry I've probably done this 10 times. I am mesmerized by my own stupidity Current mood:  sore.
Hm So the insomniac gets this? Which Care Bear Are You? (Pictures)  You Are Bedtime Bear! Bedtime Bear stays up nights. He's the special bear who helps people get a good night's sleep and makes sure that they have sweet dreams. There's no better bear buddy for a goodnight hug. Bedtime has a symbol that says what he's all about a sleepy faced moon. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Very interesting I'm posting something I'm so proud Ok so here is a journal entry cause cody made me sign up ;) Current mood:  thoughtful.
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